Life is a big enigma. It will always pose queries, create issues, leave us speechless, and make us wonder about what to expect at the next step. And even though we will always be wishing to know the answers to all the doubts we have, sometimes it is better to leave it as it is. We can never know everything, and it is not worth it to run after every thread that we wish could lead us to what could clear our minds, and bring peace to us.

Its not our egos that create the mess for us, but our inability to handle them. Our needs don't create the mess for us, but the deficit in our wisdom that does. Our loves don't create the mess for us, but our inability to understand it and our selfishness make us inept to understand the requirements of love.

We cannot easily apologise. We take everyone for granted. And then we fall. We relate things which are not the same at all. And in the process, we do not let ourselves heal. We lose our true friends.

We know our apologies are due..n I want to wholeheartedly do so....the chance never comes back...the tide never rolls on again. I may have lost much time, but ultimately I will be winning against it.

Here's wishing strength n wisdom to all. May nature (or God) grant us this only hope of mine

I swear
There is nothing veracious
In the macabre makeup
That you perceive as truth
In the twilight of our love.

I know
I have erred in loving you
When all that you needed
Was passion of the sort
I never believed in.

It is true
I let you evolve
From someone you always were
To what I couldn't recognise
When your kisses
Were replaced by curses
By hatred, by distress
And there was nothing I could do.

There was nothing I could do
Because I let you mould me
Into a slave of your perception
A person I never was
A person you could never love

And as the percolated pain
Let itself hurt us
The truth hid behind
Every lie that stood within
And without our hearts.

And as I lay gasping
Waiting for you to smile
To love, to hold me
Against your heart
All I do is wait.

The fire may have burned out
The embers still ignite my love
For even in the wait is
A hope that doesn't die.
I just cannot let it die.